So I never got to see F on his birthday, or even at all last week. We tried to see each other yesterday and the day before, neither day worked. Finally though I had some time to myself at the house and F was able to come over after finishing up a final.

He wasn’t here very long. We made out a bit, then we got into my bed and made out more. I sucked him off. He pulled me back up and told me again how badly he wants to fuck me, then started grinding against me. Then I went back down on him. In the middle of it he asked if I would keep sucking him after he came because he really wanted to cum twice. So that’s exactly what I did. I kept sucking him off after he came. Probably not even a minute later he told me he wasn’t going to be able to do it and started pulling up his zipper and buttoning his pants.

As he left he seemed almost mad. I don’t know if it was something I did or if his mind is just on school right now. I don’t know.

But I was able to make him cum and even swallowed his cum, after he told me to stop of course.

It is F’s birthday in the new couple of days and if I get to see him I what to do something that will blow his mind. But I am at a completely lost.

Tumblr! Start posting some good shit so I can get good ideas!

F and I hung out again just now. Fortunately this time it turned out to be about half an hour, not just 4 minutes.

Things started off like last time, he got on my bed and I was on top. He started grabbing/rubbing/slapping my ass and also rubbing my pussy though my pants. When he slid his pants down he pushed my ass down and I got the hint and began to grind against him. (I’m good at that, remember H?) He finally did what I have been putting off, he reached into my pants. I mostly keep his hands out of my pants because I’ve just been really self conscious and nervous and stuff, but I finally let him! And it hurt! Only a few times. I guess he was pushing up against my hymen, but for a while there I thought he was fingering my ass because it just did not feel like it does when I finger myself. It felt really good when he shoved his finger (fingers?) deep into me. Although I do remember saying “ouch” a few times.

I started off giving him head by licking and sucking along the shaft. I was able to do this for a lot longer given the time circumstances. And I figured after about a minutes I had teased him enough and took him into my mouth.

Honestly, the rest is all a blur. Several times F pulled me up so we could make out. He tried to convince me to fuck him while he was fingering me, saying stuff like “It would be a lot thicker” and “Let me get in that pussy.” He also tried to get me to take my bra off, I argued with him while I was giving him head. Eventually he gave up on that one and began to focus more on the blowjob. He pushed my head down a few times to the point where I had to come back up because I was gagging. He also held my head and thrust into my mouth.

Not too long after that he told me to go faster, indicating that he was going to cum soon. I did as I was told, and when I felt him cumming in my mouth I pulled back a little and jacked him off into my mouth while he watched.

His cum tasted a little different this time, but I still enjoyed it. Although I got a lot of it on my face..